Ruach (Hebrew [רוּחַ])
Ruach is the Hebrew word translated as breath (Ezekiel 37:5-6) and wind (John 3:8) in the Scripture. In the context of Christianity, it is commonly interpreted as a representation of the Holy Spirit (Genesis 1:2).
My Confession
Initially, my educational journey was driven by the desire
to use the knowledge I gained to benefit others.
However, as I immersed myself in research, my perspective gradually began to change.
Instead of asking how the knowledge I acquired could serve others,
I found myself increasingly consumed by the pursuit of the next milestone.
Publications, graduation, and other academic achievements
slowly became the standards by which I measured both my work and my own worth.
Without realizing it, I began to value achievement
more than kindness, compassion, and empathy toward others.
As a result, I repeatedly promised myself that I would help others
once I had reached certain milestones.
Yet each time I reached one, the time and effort I had invested felt too precious to share.
Over time, I came to believe that my opportunities and knowledge belonged to me because
I had earned them through my own hard work.
With that mindset, I lost sight of the purpose that had first set me on this path and
became increasingly reluctant to share what I had been given.
Looking back, I now realize that the opportunities I have received
were not solely the fruit of my own efforts
but gifts graciously entrusted to me.
I have also come to realize that
if these convictions are not lived out in the ordinary rhythms of daily life,
they are unlikely to survive the pursuit of greater achievements.
I would like to end this confession by sharing the Bible verse that has remained closest to my heart.
Some trust in chariots and some in horses, but we trust in the name of the LORD our God.
Psalm 20:7 (NIV)



